Hello fitness blog! Long time no see! So, what I learned throughout this “Journey to Wellness” so far is that you(I) really need to work from the inside out.
It’s taken me a while and a lot of not great feelings to get me to this point where I’m saying “OK! Time to move forward!”
I finally began to admit to myself as well as friends that the “How did I allow myself to get like this?!?!” Well the answer was simple.
- Injuries.
- STRESS
- Depression
- Anxiety
- STRESS
I really put in effort to address these issues. It’s been a struggle but I’m back and willing to move forward to that’s all that matters.
It took me dress shopping for a wedding and realizing I’m now that person who hates photograph outside of selfies that only photograph from the neck up! That is NOT the way to live.
So since my last post I had an Achilles injury. I started physical therapy for that and everyone told me to not do much physical activity until that was healed. Throughout THAT process I finally came to realize that the hip pain I’ve had for the past 13+ years was not ok so I should get that checked out.
The docs had me worried for a second that I had some tear they’d have to do surgery to fix BUT….turns out I have bilateral tendonitis of the hips. Which…..is really not the worse case scenario.
I thought my scoliosis was the reason for all this hip pain but it was not. I was also paranoid that since osteoarthritis runs in my family that I was going to need a hip replacement. As per my x-ray sand MRI my hip joints are “pristine” as the doctor put it.
So, I will be
A. Doing serious stretching of my hips.
B. I will continue to run if I feel like it because I’m not grinding my hips to a pulp and running makes me happy!!!!
That being said…I really truly do know mostly what I have to do…it’s just freaking doing it!!!!
I told myself that tomorrow I’d get my booty to the gym, it’s been nearly half a year since I’ve gone which is just…ridiculous. Even if I just get on the elliptical(after 30 minutes of stretching so I don’t injure my hips/Achilles) I’m going to do it!!
I hope to build an audience on this blog so I have some cyber encouragement on this journey and maybe I’ll actually start posting more!!!
I’m back and I’m ready to be the bad ass bitch I was destined to be. hehe.
Stay tuned folks. Hip tendonitis, scoliosis, ankle injuries, depression/anxiety, life struggles, stress, negative self talk is not going to hold me back anymore!!!